Lovetusk
Mommy,26 and lover of games and comic books. Family includes Patrick, the love of my life, and Luke, the spawn of our loins.
Our family deals with Depression, Anxiety, Agoraphobia, and Arthritis.
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i don’t understand how people can be upset when i cant seem to wake up in the morning…

I actually enjoy bringing my kid to school, even though i hate mornings. lets be real. Now that he actually goes into the yard and plays, there is no fuss and there for no more reason for me to fear it.

I’m not lazy, I’m TIRED.

think about this for a bit here.

Most nights, i myself wake up from a dream feeling sick. at least once or twice. usually awake for about 45 mins to an hour an a half each time, with an hour sleep between wakeups if i wake up more then once sick.

Also.

Luke has been sick for the last week with a cold. Almost every night I’m up at least twice to check on him because of his coughing, and i give him medicine to help him sleep. Tonight is the first one so far he hasn’t woken up.

ALLSOOOOO

Pats brother aka roomie, is in the kitchen cooking / getting water /talking on skype while doing those things AT LEAST 3-4 times a night, which always wakes me up because my bed is litteraly like 10 feet from my sink/stove. tonight so far he isn’t home yay! quiet for 2/3 so far!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAND la piece de resistance…

PAT HAS FUCKING NIGHT TERRORS.

No really, they are insane, and he’s on meds or suppose to be i don’t even know which he is taking and not taking because they all make him sick and miserable and i’ve been telling him since like July to fucking go to his damn doctor and get his shit changed and dealt with but does he do it? nooooooooooooo

SO FUCKING EXCUSE ME FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO WAKE UP AT FUCKING 6:30 IN THE GOD DAMN MORNING.

I’ve had to wake pat up from his terrors FOUR TIMES in the last 2 hours.

how in the ever loving fuck am i suppose to get a good sleep?

Oh, and not only was I sick today (barfy barfy this morning) but pat was sick today too (barfy barfy in the shower before bed)

so guess who will prooooobably have to be up in the morning with luke :)

13 hours ago on September 29th, 2014 | J | 0 notes

alcoholandaspirations:

lovetusk:

i didn’t even giggle at that rhyme i’m so peed off.

We’ve been combating the cats flea problem for a while. I posted a bit back about how they were getting sick because of treatments.

we are trying EVERYTHING and getting no where because people keep letting the fucking cats outside.

there is…

So keep the cats outside. Is that an option?

nop. Robin is mostly an indoor cat. He basically just hangs out in our yard. Bats however explores the lane and is sometimes gone for a few days but always comes back in. Winters are pretty harsh, and the people around here are assholes. We’ve had warnings many times that someone up the lane is poisoning cats. There is also a lady who runs a “cat shelter” of sorts who just snatches up stray cats. I’ve had my out door cats snatched up by people before and put down just because. And these idiot cats couldn’t keep a collar on them to save their lives lol. 

All I need honestly, is for everyone else in the house to put in a damn effort regularly.

Pat needs to upkeep combing/treating/bathing them and such. His brother needs to take care of the basement and stop fucking letting the cats down there. They haven’t been aloud down there for MONTHS and yet he keeps letting them in the basement window when they go outside. And EVERYONE needs to just stop letting them go out until we get shit under control or until we can afford to bring them to a vet and get it dealt with.

I’ve been vaccuming furniture and anything else i can vaccume  like mad. I’ve been combing the cats with soapy vinegar water and killing tons of fleas off their backs. I’ve been washing all the linens every few days. 

And these idiots wanted to add a dog to the mix.

no take care of the pets we fucking have or have none at all.

2 days ago on September 28th, 2014 | J | 3 notes

lovetusk:

lovetusk:

PLEASE TAKE THE TWO SECONDS TO VOTE FOR ME AND PATTYCAKES! <3!!!

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2 days ago on September 27th, 2014 | J | 2 notes

i will legit lose my shit.

i didn’t even giggle at that rhyme i’m so peed off.

We’ve been combating the cats flea problem for a while. I posted a bit back about how they were getting sick because of treatments.

we are trying EVERYTHING and getting no where because people keep letting the fucking cats outside.

there is too much stupid in this house.

and after treating them with drops today, i said they were not to go out, and i would punch anyone in the face who let them out.

CAN ANYONE GUESS WHERE FUCKING ROBIN IS RIGHT NOW.

YEP FUCKING OUTSIDE.

BECAUSE SOMEONEEEEEEEEEEE LEFT MY FRONT OUTER DOOR OPEN and only closed the inside one, and we did not know, and luke went to put his shoes away and BAM out he went.

fuckign fuck.

i’m so pissed.

I just picked a fucking flea off my thigh and squished it.

you don’t understand how many fucking scabs i have on my legs from these fucking things. I’m so done.

2 days ago on September 27th, 2014 | J | 3 notes

gifsets of every episode: 1x01

2 days ago on September 27th, 2014 | J | 189 notes
locabellavida:

Amen

locabellavida:

Amen

2 days ago on September 27th, 2014 | J | 1,835 notes
plays

We are the angry mob
We read the papers everyday day
We like who like
We hate who we hate
But we’re also easily swayed

2 days ago on September 27th, 2014 | J | 0 notes
plays

Everyday i love you less and less

The skeleton suits kill me XD

2 days ago on September 27th, 2014 | J | 0 notes
plays

The Kaiser Chiefs forever make me happy <3 

Watching the people get lairy
Is not very pretty I tell thee
Walking through town is quite scary
And not very sensible either

A friend of a friend he got beaten
He looked the wrong way at a policeman
Would never have happened to Smeaton
An old Leodensian

La-ah-ah, lalala la la la
Ah-ah-ah, lalala la la la

I predict a riot, I predict a riot
I predict a riot, I predict a riot

2 days ago on September 27th, 2014 | J | 1 note

mother in law = the best.

we were just talking about how i can’t have dairy very much, and she was saying i should buy lactose free milk. I told her with the way people go through milk in the house i can’t afford it. I told her between her two sons ALONE we go through AT LEAST 6 liters of milk a week. I also said “in the last week for example I’ve bought 10 Liters.”. (2 4 liter bags and a 2L carton in a 7 day span. Friday to Friday.) Granted there is 4Liters un touched because i JUST bought it yesterday, and no one but me has been home. The point is, that is how fast I have to buy milk. I give it about 3 days of everyone home and We’ll be down to the last bag.

She said she’ll make sure the other one buys some milk for the house. In other words, she’ll buy milk while shes out shopping today and make him bring it home. 

I ain’t complaining. At least someone is going to hint / point out that he needs to contribute once in a while. sigh.

3 days ago on September 27th, 2014 | J | 0 notes

lovetusk:

PLEASE TAKE THE TWO SECONDS TO VOTE FOR ME AND PATTYCAKES! <3!!!

guys please please take two seconds to vote for us!! you can vote every 24 hours. <3

3 days ago on September 27th, 2014 | J | 2 notes

PLEASE TAKE THE TWO SECONDS TO VOTE FOR ME AND PATTYCAKES! <3!!!

3 days ago on September 26th, 2014 | J | 2 notes

i am so fucking close to gettign rid of these fucking cats.

Patrick is not fucking keeping up with taking care of them.

they’ve had fleas for a while now. I need to hound him for DAYS for him to bathe them. when he does treat them, he then lets them go outside… uh no?

They shit in the living room next to the couch yesterday. Pat was suppose to clean it last night. It’s not only still there, but there is another shit there now too.

I’m so fucking fed up.

I’m tired of everything smelling like cat shit or piss. I’m tired of these fucking assholes spraying things. and i’m 10000 times fed up of being eaten alive by fleas when every fucking treatment seems to make them sick.

3 days ago on September 26th, 2014 | J | 0 notes
because i NEED this.

because i NEED this.

3 days ago on September 26th, 2014 | J | 32 notes

i’m now at 239 pounds.

that’s 21 pounds gone.

wait what.

3 days ago on September 26th, 2014 | J | 0 notes